I started this blog...I guess because I am frightened, truth be told.  I feel so alone.  I feel pretty damn angry at times...as one might imagine.

I have tried to live a normal life...but, I never had a chance.  I see that now and I'm OK with that part of it, accepting my self.  I'm still having a very hard time accepting what HE did to me.

I have a talent that I have had a bit of success with...and, I want to move forward.  But I can't.  I just can't do anything.

Fuck.  I'm so pissed.